Blue, Blew, Bloo

The Blue Ones again. :3

They taught me three meditation practices today.

I feel so crazy good right now.

And I'm laughing so hard cos my yoga teacher in Cambodia taught me the wrong process. XD I send him my love anyway.

Today, the Blue Ones healed my womb.

And wow, I can't believe it. I could've died. It was the same feeling I felt when I killed myself so long ago. And I repressed it.

My teacher, he said you can't do this without somebody. The belly is like a bomb. A bomb of repressed emotions as old as our ancestors.

...and I thought I was healed in there already. XD

I just want to say THANK YOU. To the Blue Ones out there, thank you from the bottom of my heart.

All I'm learning is just blowing my mind.

I don't know if I am on drugs, but now I am in bliss. I can't even kill a fly. Time is so slow it's like an eternity.

What is this space?? I can feel the fire in my belly.

And I feel so good with my heart. But my head is still all effed up. I can't stay in there anymore.

So this is what the yogis in the mountains are talking about, after all.

I experienced this inner fire in Sagada before. I practiced a meditation technique just to warm my body and ended with the same result.

But this... It's so incredible. The chocolate for the soul. It feels sooo good I can live like this forever.

The difference between my old practice and this? This one doesn't need any practice. XD It takes only one breath to shift. And you're there until... until you change your mind.

Everything you need is in one breath.

And I am part of the shift. So many people are shifting at this moment.

Thank you, Blue Ones. You guys are amaaazing! <3

// UPDATE: I either am fucked up or was visited by aliens. Either way what I experienced can't be paralleled by any other encounter I've had before.

// 02 May 2019