Hello Earth, I am here

So I learned this week that I’m a starseed. After two years when my friend told me that, I finally got to look it up. Based on my natal chart, she told me I was from Andromeda and that I spent most of my lifetimes in the Lyran constellation. o_o

What’s a starseed? As I see it now, I am fundamentally the universe, ancient and millions of years old (in human perspective), existing in a timeless, eternal moment, watching itself. HAHA. XD

Now I am squeezed into a drop of Earth, into a tinier drop of a mobile, human spacesuit, for a blink of a time, experiencing “other beings” and “coincidental events” as if they are separate from me.

So as I am typing now, my laptop feels so concrete and satisfying to write in. Just as it feels so concrete and satisfying to sip a green smoothie at 6:00 in the morning. Just as it feels so concrete and satisfying to walk on the beach and into the warm ocean.

Separation can be cool — we as humans have to create a need or desire to get what we want. Either way, there is no need to do that, just as any corn kernel shoots into the sky when it’s given soil, water, sun, and air. Like us, we really are inseperable from the elements. :)

And it is an opportunity to be born here, being limited in some form, as we go on awakening every single day, into the love and wisdom that are already within us.

I looked up signs that may say I am a starseed according to this page, and it appears that I’ve ticked all the classic starseed signs based on my birth chart. Some include:

And going back to my little story: As I understand and experience it, especially when I am in nature, I am egoically confined in human form, although my Spirit resides in everything, the totality of the cosmos.

I only began feeling this when my energy centers, or chakras, were cleared, opened, and energized. When I started purifying my subtle bodies in 2016, all my chakras were closed and blocked.

Practicing yoga with the rising sun pretty much spiked my soul into opening up to the 14th chakra. In just a short amount of time (around 2 years), I started being clairsentient and telepathic. Other psychic abilities, which I never believed before, just emerged naturally.

Experiencing nature, I eventually woke into the reality that am every single thing, both animate and inanimate (they are both alive in the bigger landscape of the cosmos), both seen and unseen, both perceptible and imperceptible.

Being on Earth means unlearning ages of indoctrination and limitation, and coming out of the “ego state” into a sacred oneness. Sometimes, if your path is based on intimacy, this can manifest as oneness with the beloved, which is the most common.

Other times, this can express itself as oneness with a community, as in a public figure; or oneness with a spiritual body, as in being a priest or spiritual leader. Either way, only your heart, assuming it is open and unencumbered, can say what your soul longs to experience right now.

There is a fourth state and this is the next leap in our evolution: It’s to stay in the state of unconditional love, acceptance, compassion, and non-attachment (or non-judgement). All of these states unfold by opening the heart center (or chakra) which is in the middle of the chest.

From this space, I witness my own physical life as well as the life of other beings — human, animal, plant life, mineral, elemental, spirit, etc. — as one dance or one orchestra where the God-Goddess is blissfully swirling.

I am witness to this Life within and around me, from the strand of hair from my eyelash, to a blade of sunlight streaming from my window. Whichever mood I am in this human, dualistic-minded existence, I remember that I am all of it.

// 26 Dec 2022